Funny that i should feel this way. I thought I should have been numb to this kind of feeling since i failed my Driving for the 3rd consecutive time already. I am feeling down, disappointed in myself and depressed, but not to the extent of crying. I just hate myself and I feel like a looser; who can't even pass a simple driving test.The fact that I didn't attend the warm-up revision was all my fault. I should have checked the date and time of the test, again and again to remind myself. I was so confident of myself, but the usual fear still came when the driving tester came into the car. My legs started to shiver and my deep breathing intensified. The stress was slowly overcame, while at the expense of loosing lots of points in the circuit. Practically did the same mistakes as yesterday's revision. Why am i so dumb. When will I pass. . . even my parents are disappointed in me.
But nevertheless, I want to Thank God for everything. Spent another $500+ for the subsquent test which is 9th May 2008 and more revisions every Saturday.
I was supposed to go meet shazzy this evening, but i canceled it. I don't have the mood to go out. especially after this. . . *hope you understand*
